Friday, December 3, 2010

Free time for the moment

Ah.... It has been ages since I last posted in here. It's almost the end of my second semester in UTAR. Today, I am back in Penang for a few days off. Every assignment, presentation and test is completed.

Guess what?? I reached home today, and my dad bought my an Ipad!!! WAw! It's like only 3days after the launching of Ipad in Malaysia! waw! aw... Thx DAd! <3 muacks! Although I am having problem using it.. >.< pek chek at the beginning.


Btw, I just had the first and worst rashes! Crap. And I misunderstood what the doctor said, and didn't eat my medicine. Therefore, now, all the itchiness is killing me!! Red spots everywhere!! T.T

Aw.. ALl I have to do now is to concentrate in my finals. Although I will be missing joining my band to perform in KL.. T.T I wanna go but it's before my finals. Haiz..Study study. I can't believe it! I am slacking. I even cried after my Math test that day. I just didn't know how to do! T.T I really need to buck up and study more now! Will be posting more after that i hope. ^^

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Started

The first week of my 2nd Semester has passed. It was really tough with new subjects. Subjects like Academic English is even tougher than the normal english paper which requires us to write a long essay. And great, the worst is, I've got really ''great'' lecturers for most of my subjects!! @@ So, I have also just applied for a change in my lecture classes-only two. Hopefully, I can get approval to at least change to a better lecture class next week!! >.< if not, I guess Ill be wasting my time... I do not want that!!! I really want to do better this Sem! .

Waw... My first week passed through quite fast. Had the mid-autumn celebration for the first time in Kampar. ^^ I even done some revision especially on my Management subject. However, computing Tech is tough for me. >.< I am thinking of changing my course to INfo Sys Engineering. Should I???

I am still looking for more Info on this course comparing to my BA. Maybe I could get some technical skills and I can join the marketing field anytime with this knowledge, i guess. Hemm.. Tough decision. Anyway, I still have 6more months to do more research... >.<


Confused. (back in PG now, going back to Kampar tomorrow). Ahh..mug mug mug.

Friday, September 17, 2010

New Sem coming!

Ah... Alas, my finals results came out. Thx god!!! I managed to maintain my scholarship. .

I would really want to thank my seniors and friends who helped me especially in my weak subjects like Accounts. >.< aw!!! I will try my best for next sem, hopefully ill do better. <3

The holidays are coming to an end for me. I had an outing with Mel, Vin and Otto yesterday. It was really memorable as we took buses around penang area. HOwever I kinda screwed it at the beginning. >.< I was sick in the morning and kept on vomiting even when i ate.
Finally, i had my last vomit in the ferry@@ GOd.. SWT!
Really thanks Vin and Otto for being so caring and patient. Bringing a sick person around Pg. SWT!!
IN the end I had a rest in Mel's house, had some porridge. Ah.. After that I felt better too. Then we went for lunch, and after that headed to temple.

THen we went to Prangin and I bought a new pair of sneekers<3, and a bag(same with Mel's). ^^ Love them!!! WAW!! Besides, Mel gave me an ear ring which she also wore on her right ear, in the end, the ear ring was broken b4 I reach BW. T.T Sorry!!! HUHUHUHUHUHU!! I shouldn't so 'tangan gatal' to take it off. I really want to wear it!! MEOW!!

We even had a movie-Resident Evil(super cool!!!, unfortunately not 3d because of my headache the whole day). Then we had dinner in Gurney Drive. Although my head was really heavy and I was so tired, but I really felt happy with them all day. THanks guys! I love you all! MUACKS!!!



P.s. YEsh! I am going back to Kampar tomorrow. Looking forward to a new Sem. And Ill work harder to get a better results in the future! Definitely!
TO my friends too, GUd luck for the new Sem.

AH.. However, I still feel like a game of SdO and Left 4 Dead in Khaka ~ ^^ as well as nights beside the lakeside..... Really miss them.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Argh

AH...Alas, I have finished my DaVinCi Code novel by Dan Brown. Next, will be The Lost Symbol!! <3 omg!! super loving them!

Btw, I went to consult the doctor about my injury(from the bicycle fall, last 3months). Haiz.. In the end, she just gave me some cream to avoid scar formation. Still, the pain shouldn't be this long. So, if it still hurts, I should go to a skin specialist. T.T creepy!

@.@ I already bought some proper formal clothing. ^^ Yeah!! Plus, some pants and I have jackets too. Wakakkakakaka! I am crazy.. Ish..

Stressed out. I still cannot get the technique or the way to play for performance! DARN it! It's really stressing me out! Totally out of my style! I really need help!!!! T.T Some SIfu please help me!!! I want to improve, but I still can't get the right way to do so!! I am so lost!! Really at a lost.


P.S. GOing to Pg, mostly this thursday! Wippy!!! ^^ And back to Kampar this Saturday.. awww.... So fast, sem2.. >.< huhuhuhu. Getting old?? Ish. Less time to make my decision on which course to take d.. What am I doing?! Time flies..

Thursday, September 9, 2010

It's All

Finals are over, it's the 1st sem break that I am having in Uni.

11 Sept 2010:12.28A.M.

AH... I am just back from another outing with Melisa, Jess, Alvin, Otto, and Charles. <3 We went to MCD and went all the way to autocity. @@ I was really tired and didn't talk much, that's way Mel ask me why I suddenly not so "Kap siao". awww.... Of course lah..

Coz I already had a super 'active' afternoon with Mugi, Elyn(Miss you lots), Zarif and Yangy(sorry for waking you up) for Raya. Wakkakkak! As usual, we were really gaga-ing around, taking crazy pictures, and had lots of talk about "'those times' and life now.

Besides, yesterday I also had gathering with JOshua, Belinda, and Andrew(although we meet in Kampar). It was really nice<3 Updated ourselves with news, Andrew's really changed, and for the gud!! WAW!!

NOw, I really understand why and how come people still prefer mixing with their old friends. I was really touched when Alvin said to me things, he remembers every occasion, like the time I was angry at him, the times I cried, the times, I was happy. Awwww. And yet, I could just forget these memories with them. I really miss them all!! I really feel appreciated when I am with them especially Melisa and Alvin. I don't know why, but I was and am really happy when they will just say to me, that "I love being with you because you always cheer me and make me happy whenever I am down. Or anything sad also you can make it look funny and fine."
*thanks VIn, you made me realise a lot that night*

Oh god... I am so thankful that I have friends like them.
HOnestly, I miss those times in school. Although It's different now, we are more grown up, we are still as ourselves when we are together. (improved transport-wise ^^V )

Blekk. Thx VIn for teman me to cut my hair(don't cry!!!)wakakakka! Btw, I still want to pay for our dimsum!! Nxt time it's my turn okie?? DUn't rampas d! Or not I drive your FOrte away!!


P.S.
I am looking forward to next week. Planning to go to the temple to get another new string on our wrists. @@ Blah Blah... Skating??? Hem.. Btw, I need to do some shopping as well. Argh... Time is running out, I will/might be going back to Kampar on 18th. TT GOing down with Andrew.....Coz dess gonna go Klang and can't fetch me down.>.<
Awww.. I do miss Kampar at times.
Looking forward to next sem?? Hem... OKieee... So So.. A cramped up Monday schedule and going to meet with new people in diff lectures and diff tutorial groups as well. >.> Luckily I have YewCHuen with me..


My heart's going to burst out with lots of thoughts and feelings about what I am experiencing nowadays. Argh!!!!

Monday, August 23, 2010

The final week

It's week 13, the final week for us in this semester. After weeks of assignments, tests, quiz, presentations, at last, it's the finals next week! Then I can just sit back, relax and enjoy the following week especially with Hari RayA!! ^^

It's really fast. How time flies. It was just like yesterday when I was spending days with Jia Feng, started to know my friends, went out for dinners, spent nights by the lakeside, mugging for tests and quiz, steamboats, complications, happy moments, funny moments, stressed and emo-ing times, etc.

Ah... What a semester. So, what have I been doing lately?? It has been really long, as I actually have a lot to type, but never seem to get the suitable time to do so. >.< So, recently, we just gave Emoon her a surprise for her bday. Plus, m planning timetable nowadays for next semester, besides going for band practises, am super mugging for finals next week.


So, I am going to go offline now. That's all for now, although I have tons of things spinning in my head, but I really do not know how to write it down here.
I am really glad that I have great buddies here. It's really sad that we are going to separate soon. <3 T.T
I really met great characters here. Love you guys!!


CHao! Off till after finals!..

Friday, July 30, 2010

Again and Again

I am Back To Butterworth again!!! ^^ AH... At last, it's the end of the week. So far, I have done my Math's quiz(again get lots of tips^^), went back to BW on Tuesday, done my CT journal, had my violin exam, "flew" back to Kampar for my CT mid-term(THursday) and radioplay today, and am now back in BW again(Friday evening)!!! ^^V It's amazing!! I really miss home so much!! <3

I didn't expect to come home again. HUhu.. Thx to MondMond, I wouldn't need to spend another boring weekend in Kampar... >.< He(also last minute plan), drove us back, and we had MCD for dinner...AWHHAHAWHWHA! I miss MCD.... I miss all my buddies here!! T.T

Btw, my violin exam was again, a disaster. T.T I kept on making mistakes!! ARGH!!! I will not be surprise if i fail again.... T.T Btw, my CT mid-term was as bad!! I just couldn't decide which answer... OMG!! In the end, after 45minutes, I(with about 5 other ppl) were left alone in the whole hall!! WAW!! 0,0
AH..And today, was my radioplay. I do not know how we did, but mostly, we were kind of spontaneous especially to overcome out 'time' problem. @.@ Hopefully I did alright.. I really tried my best to act it all out using only my voice!! >.<


ah.. I am so relieved to be home now. However, I still have to prepare two presentations(CT and Econs). Besides, more tests and the finals are also coming. T.T
ArgH!! I really need to catch up in my studies from now on... I DO NOT WANT TO FAIL!!! (especially in my ACCOUNTS and ECONOMICS!!!

>.< Besides, I really need to keep on practising my piano... T.T I SOOOOOoooOO DO NOT WANT to LOSE my SKILlS!!! ERGH!!

WHat Am I TURNING TO????!!! BEtter??? WOrst???

THx to minds festival, Maybe I am getting a clearer picture.. i guess. @.@ Hem... Conclusion, I am going to live my life and follow the flow, Just taking in whatever which comes, and let it go as time passes. Ill appreciate every single minute I have. I have to!!! If not?? I will just be wasting my life away...

Again and again. Ill remind myself. COnflicts do occur, and Ill bravely face them. Yes I will, and Yes, I can! YES we CAN!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

The peak

ARgh!! I am just done with part of my assignments for today. I have just completed my part for the suggestions for the Acc Assignment, and also done editing most of the Economic Assignment. =.=’ So much to do!!!! @.@ Besides, I have additional tasks to complete in Week9!!! OMG!!
Week9 is going to be the most horrifying week for me in this semester!!!
Starting from:
1) Monday(Math quiz, replacement classes),
2) Tuesday(going back to PG), In penang(I got to use the time to practice my violin and complete part of my individual journal for CT, and study for CT exam)
3) Thursday(Violin exam in the morning, and another rush back to Kampar before 6.30 to catch my CT exam=.=’)
4) Friday, RADIOplay!!! CRAP!! After that, I need to work on the CT group assignment which I will need to present on Week 10’s Tuesday(we are the 1st group!!). T.T
OMG!!
5) plus, i m gonna be involved in teaching violin under music club! ..

Now I am feeling SUPER tensed up!! I am also very very weak in my accounts, which I have to put in more effort! I have one more month to catch up with everything. Although I am skipping more classes now, I still do not have enough time for everything. More and more events are coming up. >.< huhuhu.
I am just going Mad for now!! @.@ Ish………………………………………………………………………….. This life in Uni is totally driving me frantic! >.<

I am sorry, if I can't maintain CGPA 3.0 above. T.T I already tried my best.

T.T sob. PLeaSE ENd this NOw!!!!!!!!

*off blogging for 2weeks!!!!!!!!!!*(mostly, because I do not even have time to online properly now.)
Argh!! T.T sobbb..

Friday, July 16, 2010

Stressed out

<3 my Sian Teow and Sian Kor just came to Kampar to pay me a visit. Yea yea.. I have lots of nice food from them. NIcer snacks, plus, Sian Kor said that my wound has not healed!! OMG!!! ISH!!! So, she gave me some more of the yellow medi, and asked me to keep on washing my wound with dettol and apply the medi. She said that doc gave me the wrong medicine. .=.=' OMG! CRAP!!!
SWT!! So, words from a true expert now, I will do as u say.Keep on washing it with DEttol plus water, and apply the medi u gave. <3

Plus, I am super frustrated now. I still do not know any of my accounts stuff. I cannot understand it by reading myself. I need some1 to just teach me!!! HELP!!!
And, my time now is super packed. Week 9 is going to kill me, I have got, Math quiz 2, Critical thinking paper, radioplay, critical thinking assignmnet, and violin exam(gota go back pg)!! All in one week! CRAP!


Btw, I had the stupidest experience yesterday. I was left out by them. They went to Uni without me on the excuse of so called misunderstanding. WEll, OKIEeee fine!! Ill accept it. IN the end I missed a lecture. Besides, my shoes were killing me yesterday. >.< HUmp.


Ah.. What a sweet day. A visit from my relatives, plus, Andrew's family also came to give me my stuff from home(so many stuff ahh). ^^V THx Mummy Daddy. Muax.

P.S. I can't wait for MCd to open!! WUHAHHUAHWHAHA!

OKie, I am off to practise my violin. Besides, I will be extra busy d, I will have my first meeting as a violin tutor tomorrow.... Nyekk.. (I have at last registered for something for my KOko here.) THis is the most which I could be involved in.

TIRING!!!!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

A short but long Week

Again, It's Friday, and then will be another weekend for me in Kampar.
I have just completed my Econ's mid term paper. I find the paper quite tough. Unfortunately, ALL my friends said that it was super easy!!! @.@ I was like wat....!!!! OMG! THey even said that, if didn't study also can do! =.=' okie... I am really in panic mode now, I am so blur whether I am slacking or maintaining my standards. Every1's kinda pro here. >.< *Tensed up*.


Besides, I got to know about more exams and quiz. The second Math quiz is on Week9!! OMG!! NOw, I have got to really mug... Ergh.. It all clashes with violin exam. Argh. Okie.. I just got a replacement date for the math tutorial. NOw I pray that the English lecture is NOT having the RadioPlay on that day when I am having the replacement for my math quiz(coz I am gonna skip it). ISH!!! Besides, TOday is the last day for us to ask our lecturers for guidance for our assignments. >.< ISH!!! for econs, we have not finish 3 parts!!! @.@ DARN!!
IT's all super cramped up now! Exams every week...@.@ FAINT!!!

AH.. Hem.. Anyway, I have registered for the MInd's festival also(YCHuen just wrote my name down without asking me, bluek!) hahas! >.< Btw, I have been asked whether I would like to give violin classes to UTAR students. @.@ nyek!!! What will I get from this??? SIjil???? Im not sure btw.

DESmond Liew!! He's been my new friend recently(we just click due to pg laksa!, i guess), super cool, talented, and nice guy.(noted, I think I did mentioned bout him in my earlier posts, after the Talent TIme) Unbelievable how fate turns this around. I am no longer an audience, but I am also his friend now. Waw. He was really thoughtful, the way he always drives up the pavement as close as the car can to my house gate. =.=' EMoon says, why he park there so ''chu bi'' de.(even on the 1st day he fetch me home from UNi, I wasted a lot of his time, he had to wait for my class to end and he took all the trouble to fetch me and Emoon in Uni,so we wouldn't need to get wet by walking to his car outside, really???) LOL! =.=' AH.. Conclusion, he's really really nice. <3 Mayb I trust people too easily?? @.@

JUst in a month, I already got betrayed by a mate, and I do not wish for that to happen anymore! *super cautious now* (not directly to u, Des) hahA


Ah.. I have tons to write here. However, I really need to sleep!! SInce last SUnday, when I joined the in the FIfa final Fever(it was really great to have this experience in UNi) THe next time, I will be working and I wonder if I will have time for another fifa final! THis time, I watched the FInals with Egg, HOng Yew, and (forget name). Aw... It's okie... IT's going to be a really good memory for me. Plus, I learnt Dota, and played pool with them <3 LOL!! Ish.
I had not had enough sleep. >.< Even now!!


ALthough life here is hectic, still, It's really special here. I get to know new and different people here.
Btw, I have had really much laughter here with my Utar friends here. ""payment advance MEANs Payment IN ADvance"" by my lecturer. =.=' THen I was like laughing like super mad!! Still, not as GAGA as Sevin and JUstin. @.@ haha. I really Love it. Having friends here has been the sweetest thing ever. Especially you guys. <3
FInally, I am sure that I have the BEST floormates ever!!! MUAXS!!
GOing to Vegas with Them 2mr night for dinner. ^^


P.S. I love Lady GAGA!!! @.@ GAGAGGAAGGAGAGA! aRGH! i wonder am I GAGA-ing enough here???
Still, Miss my buddies in pg where I can REALLY REALLY GAGAGAGAGa at them!! <3

Thursday, July 8, 2010

A night to rest and relax

I am back here after a few super hectic days. I had my accounts test plus listening test on Monday, and my Math test today. Tomorrow, I will be having listening test again for part3... (cause of the technical prob on Monday).

I spent a full day to learn from scratch my Math Chapter 2 yesterday. >.< it was really stressful as I have to cramp everything into my head in one day. I slept at 4a.m. HOwever, many people also didn't go to UNi for early morning lecture because of FiFA WC.=.=' Aduii.. Even worst, at least I could wake up, Sevin had to be waken up by us!!! @.@ waw!

At last, the paper is done... >.< The next ones coming up are other subjects, as well as quiz, more tests and more assignments plus presentation. OMG!!! TIme is super running out now. I wish I could just stop time.... T.T

However, I really enjoyed myself today. Still, there are conflicts among us(friends).
haizz... After Sch, we went for dinner and then Sevin and JUstin came to my house to complete their critical thinking assignments.
@.@ even to online. We just spent the whole hour trying to set the assignment format and editing it. THen YCHuen also came to let me check his assignment with another friend of his(also my fren, BA). =.='

Everything was fine until I read the first sentence of BA's assignment, I realised that he actually copied most of the information from MY work!!(because I gave Yew my copy of the assignment to print, this fella should have sneaked in) I was like WTF/H/F/H!!!! TL!!!! ERGH!!!!!!!DARN!!!!! @#%@$#%@#@$$#@%#@$#%@#&&@#$@#*@(@#@*#%@


OKie.. It would not be a big deal to other people(you may say that it's just a simple essay and btw, we are from different lecturers and streams, so it doesn't matter) STILL, I felt really cheated, betrayed as well as angry. I spent like almost two weeks, did like four drafts of the essay and came out with a proper one which was edited a few more times.

And this FElla, just copied my points as well as the style and words I used!!!! WTH!!! I was almost in tears as I complain about this to my closests. >.<

HOwever, I am much more cheered up after having an outing with Sevin, Justin and Yew Chuen. We had delicious burgers by the roadside!! <3 Then we(jus, yew, me) went over to the lakeside and talked the whole night until now(I am back). AH.... feels so nice.

NOw I am never ever going to trust people so easily anymore!! T.T THis is a really bad experience, luckily we are not in the same class or something.


>.< ahh. OKie.. It's all over. I am off to sleep. It will be a better day after this. ^^

Saturday, July 3, 2010

study study ???!

Ah... This is the second time I am writing this post(almost the same points). Due to the "fast" internet connection, my post just Disappeared! LOL...THis post will be slightly different from the other though.
Okie.. I spent the whole day at home, in my room. The activities are, eating, sleeping, reading, online, and getting rid of my 'nanah'! @.@ I felt like I am in the movie Saw when I did that. =.='


For the first time after so long, I cried for the longest(while talking on the phone). >.< I was so scarred to poke the nanah out when my mum described the way for me to do it. @.@ HOwever, I stil managed to do it! ^^ still, need to be continued tomorrow.=.=' ew.... And my arm still hurts a bit due to the doctor who didn't know how to inject properly!! =.='
aw. I got the news that my 2nd aunty has been hospitalized, pray pray PRAy that she will be fine and recover soon.


It has been a really long week and day yesterday. I am so confused. Firstly, my mid-term is coming. This MOnday, I will have two papers to do, my listening test and ACCONTS! I had Juan Wyn to help me in Account yesterday, in the end, we had a movie and video marathon...=.=' until 4a.m. WAw..

I woke up late today, studied more accounts, and slept like a 'pig'! >.<
I am really scared for this accounts paper,I really need to score 3.0 above to maintain my scholarship from UTar for my next sem.

After this MOnday, I will then need to study harder for my Maths paper on THURsday, and my Econs paper the following week. Btw, my critical thinking paper will be on the same day with my violin exam!! @.@ the time cannot be changed at all, so, after i finished my violin exam about 10.30a.m, I will need to take a bus back to Kampar to take my critical thinking exam at 6.30p.m @.@ this is insanity!!!


For the past week, I have been going to Uni with Sevin, Justin and ah XIang(plus spending time with the group, chooimun, bin bin, and beeBee). I had spent most of my time with them now. We even had food poisoning together!! =.=' (cheesy wedges..aw..)I feel really lucky to have friends like them(also friends like Sakai and the gang). Besides, Sevin also likes songs like I do! This is really pleasing as I can share with him the songs which I love, and I can get more different unique songs from him, as we also agree on most things. ^^ he can just help to describe what I want in a sentence while I am trying so hard to say what I want to. >.< pretty cool huh.
Plus, Ah Xiang has been too kind to me already(I really feel that I need to be left alone). Maybe I should go to UNi by bicycle again.
@.@ I am really feeling cramped up in Uni now. >.< (plus, I am curing from an 'ant(D) bite' which Angelyn stated, after knowing much truth..)
Besides, this is a public blog, so this is all I can post for now as I am one of those who love to read into other people's life(curiosity) <3 HAHA!


P.S. I do not like it when my Math tutorial lecturer purposely left the class during a quiz=.=' honestly, i feel that it is quiet unfair. >.< okie..It did helped the weaker ones, but still, it is not right to do that. I mean like okie, tips before papers are fine, at least everyone gets them, but this is like, kind of unfair to those who studies really hard for the paper as those who did not put in much effort can get much marks also. ah.. Nothing is fair though. As long as I do not do such things, then it is fine. ^^V



Well, I should just go with the flow, exactly!

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Happy, Tired, Numb.

I am just back from the clinic. After my fall last week, the wound still hurts a lot, plus there is ''nanah'' water coming out. In the end, I think it would be better for me to go to see a doctor. True enough, the doctor gave me an injection(like my mum asked me to go for). Plus, some medication.
Besides, he said that I can just eat anything(including egg!!!^^) !!! =.='


I really want to thank my new buddies for being really helpful. >.< So, thanks to ChooiMun, Sevin Kit, Justin, Ah Xiang, Emoon, FengBIn, Bee, and Sakai(and gang). You guys are really caring<3

AH.. Plus, I am really feeling tense now.! Mid-term is starting from next week, plus all sorts of tests. I still have assignments to do.. OMG!! >.< I have a quiz this Thursday. Haiz. Time is really limited now.
It is already the 5th week that I am here. I have met all sorts of people. Besides, I really feel good and bad at times... Why do I have to feel so guilty... >.< I really do not know how I am suppose to act as a person to satisfy everyone. I need someone to talk to......to share my true thinking and feelings.. >.< I used to have JF last time, now I am still alone here..Still, I prefer to be alone here in this room. Slowly getting used to it.




Feeling blur, I think I need to sleep early tonight. It should be the effects of the medication. >.< M not going to attend lectures tomorrow. TOo tired.and I need to do self revision already. >.< I am really left out!! Ish.

Friday, June 25, 2010

home sweet home

yesh!! I am back to BW for 2days. It was really funny just now. Daniel and I went to the bus station together. My bus was also going to Alor Setar. However, we sat different buses. In the end(after 2hours), both our buses still met while going through toll Juru!!! LOL!!! It was so funny as I saw Daniel waving to me from the other bus. HAha. So, I am not traveling alone. <3

After that, my mum was waiting for me in the bus station in BW. We sat Rapid back to Pmtg Pauh, and walked home. <3 nice!!
I ate lots of durian just now. ^^ I miss everything here now...>.<

Ah.. It's so late at night now. Soon, I will have to go back to Kampar again.
At last, I am slowly recovering from my previous two bicycle falls.
When I go back to Kampar this time, I have to get more things like electric kettle.. Most of my things will be passed over to Winnie. ^^ thx o..


P.S. I am slowly finding myself now. >.< glad that I have new friends to support me also. <3 Love u all! I miss you all. . .

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

again and again

AGAIN!! I fell down from my bicycle(on the way to uni, I wanted to tell Emoon something, and didn't see the pavement!) and hurt the same spot on my knee!! Now, the wound is larger and it feels more painful. I already managed to ride my bicycle to Uni today. IN the end, I fell down AGAIN and injured d. T.T

T.T I almost cried after that. NOt because of the pain but because I felt so down. THx to Sakai who stayed back and helped me to treat my wound. In the end, we missed our lecture(but people helped us sign). She fetched me home using her bicycle, and halfway, Nicholas came to drive me home. Then Sakai went home with me to see my condition.

After that, Ryet Shien came to see my room. She seems to like it a lot, so most probably she will move in. ^^


AH... I must be more careful in the future d!!



12.51a.m(24June).
I am just back from the lakeside. Went there with Emoon, Sevin, Ah Siang and Justin.
LOl.. had a great time talking and making jokes. Really nice.. Plus, I will be joining them also, with lots of others to go Vegas for dinner 2mr night.
Btw, we will be going to the food festival in UNi also!! WHOA! Cool. ^^V

In addition, I just realised that just now when I skipped my lecture, actually 3 people(or more, mayb), helped me to sign my name!!! LOL!!=.=' LOL.. okiee..speechless . HAHhaha. Thx for being soooooOOO helpful ah... really funny when I got the news.


Firstly a new friend, Aaron called and say he help me sign d. THen when I met Sakai at lakeside, she said, Toufu help me sign d. I was like what??! Then she said, yea, there were two signs, then they had to liquid the one signed at the wrong place. Then when I went to meet Sevin they all, they said that Chooi Mun sign for me d!!!!! @.@ I was like what happened!!! hahaa! So many people sign =.='

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Lonely day

ah.. TOday is a really confusing day for me.. I asked for JF's advice, and she asked me to join with Chooi Mun gang more. Hem. OKie loh.. haha. I can siao siao with them d. woowwawawhawhwa! @.@ I am very happy that there are many ppl who are willing to be friends with me.


Plus, I had a new friend today in my group. TOday is her 1st day in UTAR. Surprisingly, she had thoughts of moving to my room to replace JF. I am very afraid that she will not like me for being such a PIGG!! T.T BUt it's not confirmed yet.


I can still feel the emptiness without JF here. It's really hard to adapt here, nobody calling me 'names'. It's so fast. Just morning, she was the one who shut my alarm and woke me up. Last night, we just had superb fun by the lakeside. NOw, the room I am in, has nothing to remind me of her existance. >.< I can't believe that she will not come back here anymore.

T.T I really will miss her. I am also nervous to get a new mate. >.<
why.. TIme flies.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Cloud 9!!!

YESH!! Started as a normal day, went to Uni with JF fetching me on bicycle(she offered, but always complain!)=.=' ish.

After getting permission from my acc tutorial LEcturer to replace my class on Friday, I got text msgs(as usual). BUT this was a really special one!! The ONe which I have waited so long(3weeks). A msg from MS.Pang!!! Which stated,'Adelyn, you passed your ATCL with 60marks!! CUn cun Pass!! After 5months of hard work(practised like mad), at last, it paid off! ^^ Probably I was also lucky enough,,Pheww.... I feel so calmed now. I have accomplish a mission of mine. <3 So, I have showed that nothing is impossible, even I just took 3months to practise all 5new pieces for this ATCL, I made it at last! (still gam gam) hehe.

MEans that even the people in London approved my performance. ^^V
WHOA!!! If I got 59 marks, it will be considered that I failed! OMG!!! What luck!! <3 I am soOOOO Happy now! Everything seems so Right now! <3


I even treated my floormates to dinner. UNfortunately, JF's withdrawal was approved with IMMEDIATE effect INDEED! So, she will be going back BW tomorrow. T.T She packed all her stuffs, and we did some arrangements for me, I changed to her place in the room. Ah.. She even cleaned everything as usual. T.T I will really miss her as we talked about our latest girl stuff today. >.<

Plus, my Math quiz is being postponed to Week 5!^^ I will have more time to prepare. Besides, I did not get a thing the lecturer was teaching just now. Sadly, I really need to buck up before mid-term tests, not only that, I will need to improve quickly on my other subjects also. I do have second thoughts on why I took this stream! WHY!! BUt in the end, I will not regret, and will go on.

Assignments pilling up now. ah... HOwever, I really need to thank my buddies especially JUan Wyn who willingly helped me in my Math and Accounts. I feel really stupid here, even a simple concept of MAth or any other thing, I just couldn't get it after much thought.

>.< OFf OFF LINE!!!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

So Happy now

Yesh!! JF is back for 5days here in Kampar.(to settle her things), leh. THough she lied to me just now by saying that she will not come back until next week! Shocked me when she came back! <3 I am so happy now, as I tell her all the things which happen for the past few days since she's not here. >.<

AH.. I really can't imagine, how quiet it was for me without her here. I really like her response when I tell her things, she either calls me stupid, or gives a really good comment to support me as well. I will really miss her when she's gone!! T.T

AH.. Jf should have tell me earlier that her dad will be coming here to fetch her home on Friday!! >.< then I do not need to travel back to BW alone on Friday. Besides I might shift to her area in the room, and make changes^^. Will I be alone for the whole sem?? 0.0 aw... so lonely.. really quiet here.


AH.. Plus, I am recovering from my bicycle fall. Just that my shoulder really hurts. JF massaged for me, it was super painful!! >.< It will be hard to walk later on when the blood hardens. @.@ aw. It's more painful than the time when my leg got the exhaust paip. Hump..

OKie.. I am off to do my Maths. THx to Suganya who came to visit me just now and teach me Maths. I really love you guys who give me support here when I have just came to know most of you here. ^^ M Really Happy.



9.12p.m.
OMG.. ahhahahahahha! I just came back from walking outside to ''jemput'' EMoon and Winnie. While walking, a guy riding bicycle stop and say,'HI, mei nv'. =.=' Both of us really 'gong ki' and we just laugh away!! LOL!!
Then we just walk away.. LOL.. hahaha..so FUnny nia the situation just now. 0,0 hahahaa. AH.. Back to Uni 2mr..>.<

BEsides, today is Father's Day. I called my daddy last night at 12am!! HAHa. My mum got a shock as she thought was kind of emergancy instead. >.< aww... and just evening, I called my papa. <3 hope things are improving for us. (thought we are kind of speechless) LOL.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Long long day...

ah... I woke up late today.. Went to talent time with Yeow Chuen, Ah Loon, and David Foo. Waw.. The talent time was super great! The performances were very nice...especially performances from the seniors. ^^ The winner was Ah Loon's friend(Desmond LIew) who sang medly while playing the guitar. Super Cool! I really enjoyed myself watching them, I wished I have went for the audition.
I want to shine shine like a STAR also.. I really lack the confidence in myself. After watching the performances today, I really feel that I am nothing compared to them.

Waw. I will need to put in lots of effort! <3


YESH. After that, We waited for YVOnne(wanted to buy formal shoes) to come, so we can go TEsco together. OMG! On the way, I wanted to have my bicycle seat adjusted higher. Then while turning in a corner, I lost control and CRAp, I fell down on the road! T.T Lucky enough, I held myself up with both palms. I got both my palms injured, bruises on my arms, and my left shoulder, and on the back of my right leg. Worst of all, is on my left knee, it got scratched and bleeded badly. After that, I think I got into a shock and felt a little faint. THx to David who bought me bread and Loon who bought me milo. >.< REally, it was so stupid of me(I laughed at myself instead of complaining)=.=' AhhHH!! Really Sorry to you guys, as I spoilt your day!

AH.. Thx to Yeow CHuen who helped me and bring me on the bicycle. LOl. Then his bicycle was left in the bicycle shop for repairing as they tried to pull his bicycle. =.=' looks so funny!

THen we had a meal in KFC, and went around Tesco to find the big plaster. Unfortunately there was none. So, I went home, and wash the wound with water, and put some yellow medicine. ah... >.< still bleeding a bit after so long. . I should go to see the doctor tomorrow if it swells. >.<


Nice day...ah... Nvm. IT will be a better day tomorrow. Nothing to complain. JUst really want to Thank Yeow Chuen, Ah Loon, David(had a nice day watching talent time) and YVonne(cooked 'moi' for me summore) ^^ Plus, does that mean that I can wear knee length pants to UNi on Week4 ?? waw!! @.@ aw... haha!


Off off here!! I should start my revision for my Maths quiz on WEek 4!! GAmBate Adelyn! I won't be let down so easily!

++sorry I can't upload any pics or videos here as the Internet is too slow here, as usual.. leh...

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

quiet times

TOday, JF has gone back to Penang for her one week trial for the nursing diploma thingy. Yvonne, next room to me has also gone back to Seremban for her Cambridge English exam. Ah...It's so quiet now.
Still, I will really miss JF(I am sure she will get it). >.< She helped me cleaned the room, the toilet, and everywhere else, as well as boiled water for me before leaving today..T>T so touching!! huhuhu!! She really gave me a great memory for my 1st two weeks in Uni.

So Short yet so Sweet. <3 MUax!!

I can't believe it, we weren't really close b4(although we know each other since Form1, and now, I am like really close to her. She's really understanding, and can accept me for who I am although I am a super Lazy 'worm' girl.<3 not only that, also to my floor mates, You guys also really know me as I am, I am sure that I am really myself when I am with you guys.(Yvonne, Winnie, Emoon)


Plus, I will work hard for my tests next week!! And hoping to go home to bw, probably after week4. I need to get my essay books, as well, as other references, and I miss home!! <3


P.S. It will be really quiet nowadays, I will use the time to study more. Ah..

Plus, I had fun in Uni today. LOL..Although I have four classes today, it was okie..I guess. LOL. I got a really cute baloon from the pc fair!! (Desmond 'stole' it!!) OMG!! haha! His face was so funny when he did it. LOL! Tomorrow I wil be getting another one by registering properly! ^^ hahas. ah. Everyone went gaga about the baloon=.= especially Sakai Yap. haha! REally funny, they were all hitting each other with the baloons. @.@

++11.50p.m
I had a great dinner(chicken herbal soup rice!), Went to the lakeside with Daniel and Had a nice conversation with my parents!! ^^

Monday, June 14, 2010

messed up

Ah... Really tiring.. I just came back from cycling(under the rain AGAIN) from TESco..>.< still, I had a great meal of KFC and bought lots of stuff, like TEa, eggs...ah..@>@ Really had fun though. I made/met a lot of new diff friends/ppl here. All from different background, but, have most similar interests and thinking. ^^ nyek! ''macam-macam ada'' LOL.. haha. pLus, I am glad that I got to know a senior, he really gave me a lot of info about Uni stuff which was really useful!!(didn't take his contact though, got to find out). Btw, I learnt quite for my Accounts today from Andrew's friend. Waw, His teaching is superb!! better than my lecturer!!@>@


BTw, I have got more and more work to do already. Assignments are killing me.... @.@ Next week(Week 4), there will be tests!! Plus, I do not understand a single thing in my Math class today. OMG!! Everything's JUst, CRap. Utterly crap. I couldn't even do the listening exercise properly today in class, got all the wrong answers. =.=' ''great'' I have got a lot to study, from WEek 1, and assignments to complete, and preparations for the tests!! The lecturers are really going fast, every single week, one chapter. =.=' ishh.

HOwever, I guess I will need to lock myself up temporary while JF is not around somemore, and study+work my A*s out!! >.< waw..Probably I will need to meet a counselor!!! OMG!

LIfe here is like really packed after a while(two weeks???). HAiz... I really need to triple up my efforts. I am sooOO mEssed up now.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

WEt wet cold cold fun fun ???

Nyek!! I am back from a super long dinner, and when I am back, AGAIN, I am hungry!! =.=' KNow why?? LOnggg story.

I went out for dinner with Egg and his gang(Wen Xing, Quek, Hong Yew, and etc(forget name agaiN!!)) NIce dinner, and it started to drizzle(hong Yew, ish..Keep on saying that it won't rain)...After eating, we decided to go(LOOK for a PC shop). While riding our bicycles, the rain became heavier and heavier.. I was like where's that PC shop!! We were like going in circles around under the rain!!(my vision became blur) =.='
Alas, it was too heavy and we just stop at a row of shops(egg and Quek got separated from me, HYew and WenX)to wait for the rain to stop. =.=' The wind was blowing MAD, and it was freezing cold(considered being drenched wet as well)

*cut*cut*cut*
Summary, we ended up in a super cool(big sofas) CC, and spent 2hours playing dota=.=' okie. I have never played it b4, it was OKIE....NIce also, quite addictive though, complicated.=.=' OKie, I can now boast to my buddies that I know how to play d!! wooHHOOO.hahaaaha!

Still, it was close to midnight and still raining!! NO choice, we had to go home to rest(a sch day the nxt). >.< drenched wet, it was so windy and chilly out there. @.@

Yeah, I reached home(hungry again).. Btw, my hp went dead(I just charged it) and JF couldn't call me.=.=; LOL. She thought I got kidnapped. waw!! Btw, hopefully I do not get sick tomorrow!!

Great!! I have got lots of work to do now!! >.< There will be tests next week(WEek 4).OMG!!!!!! and I got my English books from my Parents d..>.<
I really need aid for my MAths, and ACC!! AHAAHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! @.@



GOIng Crazy..

P.S. i love the food from Universe cafe!! I had a lot of chicken chop nowadays!! ^^
PLus, I am so lively that JF is back here! <3 Yesterday was a super boring day! Ah.....>.< but many occasion happened between me and YVonne. HAHaa.!
1) About the unknown person coughing ...... (ish) YVonne can explain here for me???
2) About the knocking door at night in the balcony.
3) I scarred the hell out of yvonne by holding an umbrella under the rain in the balcony=.='
4) I did nothing but "rolling" all day long...>.<

AH....>.< Gud9! (crap, I forgot my bestfriend's bday!!=.=' ish..I do not keep myself in touch with the calender.@>@ how could IIII!!!THis is Maniac!! )

Saturday, June 12, 2010

TIring...BUt bored.

Ah.. It has been two weeks since I have been away from home.. >.< Today's a Saturday and I am alone in my double room. Jia Feng has left to go back to Bw for the weekend. Btw, she might be leaving me d....If she gets the scholarship for the nursing course, she won't study in Kampar anymore. >.< I can't imagine my new room mate!! >.< BUt JF will be taking leave for a week first...ah.. It's so quiet without her..huhuhu...

Sorry Jf, I still do not have the mood to mop the floor today!! @>@ hhahaaa..


So, now I DO have a lot of assignments!! >.< and time is running out..2nd week is already over!! omg!! I have got a lot to catch up on. Everything which I am learning now is totally different. Especially the maths, I a so weak in it!! >.< and accounts. Haiz.... I can't believe that I am super useless here compared to others.


COme on..!! GOGOGO!! I have got to put in triple efforts!


Anyway, I am making more friends here. <3 Still, Suganya will be leaving UTAR also, she got JPA rayuan.. huhuhuhu. Makes me feel more sad and lonely though. LIfe here is becoming boring. HOwever, I am also happy with this freedom, and I still have many cool housemates, and schmates. Same food especially. Haiz... Ignore all that, and just sacrifice all my four year until I get my degree, then I can have more choices after this!! YEAH!




Monday, May 31, 2010

First day in uni

waw... What a great day I had. I went to Uni quite late to register, about 10 plus. By the time I got my timetable, it was 11am. And then, I realised that I missed my 1st lecture which is at 9am to 10am.=.=' !!

THen I went to another lecture at 12noon. It was financial Accounting. Everyone seems like a pro there.. >.< I can feel the tension d. Tutorial will be starting next week, Omg....>.< I have not found anyone which is in the same group as me yet!! Haiz.. I only made two new friends today.

I went around the blocks in uni just now including to the library, hem.. So SO ..
After that, I had general Math. IT's just like addMAths!!! OMG!! THe lecturer taught us quite a lot, and I was becoming more blur... >.< 2hours....>.< OMG!!!
I really need to go back and get the books, as well as more clothes(I met 6guys wearing the same pattern of shirt with me!!!!)=.=' , and other stuff(I need my parent's signature!)

Really tired today. GOt lots of things to settle also. I just need to go with the flow!! >.<
Btw, I left my bicycle in uni, and took the bus home because it rained really heavily just now. So guess that I have to take the bus tomorrow also...>.<
Tomorrow I will be going early, to check the place out and find more information there. >.< really messed up now. Still, I had a great dinner with Sue Wen and Emoon. Jf slept at 8pm!! @.@


Everyone seems really good and prepared for studies here, I can't even do a simple equation just now!!! >.< My brain has rusted. I really need to improve myself fast FAST!!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

New place, new life, same me

I am already in Kampar. Ah.. nice place.. Really cool room. I spent the day cleaning and washing the whole balcony!! >.< soooOOO tired. The place is really dusty because there are still many houses undergoing construction in Beijing A. Nice scenery in front, JUst like Japan!!! LOL..
WE have everything here, KInd of cool also.


I had lunch with my parents and Jia Feng in a coffee shop. aw.. I really will miss my parents.. >.< Huhu...


Unfortunately my table is facing the wall, So it's quite dark and hot, Lucky thing I brought a fan and a table lamp. >.< Jf is so lucky, her table is facing the window..ah....
NOw that everything is settled, I am just relaxing. BUt my things are quite messy here. It's everywhere. I think I MIGHT sort them out tomorrow. >.< I have just got to suit myself here. Adaption!! SUrvive!! HUAAAA!! haha!

AH.. the DSA is closed, so I can only register on Monday.
Okie... Classes starting on Monday. I am going to get my bicycle from Vivian tomorrow also, half pricee...wooo..

I am off for now. A lot of things to say, but my mind is blank . <3

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

hopefully getting better

today is definitely a great day for me. I had a good time with Shaz and Elyn in SC. After eating in Sakae, we went to PDI to shop. I bought another blouse and a pair of jeans. Really cool!! <3
Then Elyn bought for my a cap(though we were hunting for a bagpack or a jacket).
Shaz also gave me one of her fancy caps because she's now wearing tudung d, so she doesn't need it anymore.

Plus, I had the fright of my lift when elyn bumped into the pole!! =.=' thx god nothing happen, only some paint of it got sutck on her mirror. She was just too lazy and didn't want to open the door to place the parking ticket. @>@

Alas, my RM22 proogramme notes are done also(printed). Good. I have one problem less to think about.

NOw, I have to face reality. Be focused. Concentrate on my piano playing, and pass this ATCL exam! GOGOGOGOO!!


**can't wait to join my friends in UTAR, but I will miss home a lot...>.<**

Monday, May 24, 2010

oh godddd

>.< today is a really really crazyy day for me!! I have been running around for my programme notes. It really sucks because the shop which I usually go to, has virus in the pc. So, I had to go to another shop which charged me RM22 jz to print two small books. haiz...

THen, when I went to my piano class, I made teacher fetch me all the way to the shop to edit the time of my playing. I couldn't play at the right tempo(STILL), so I had to change it according to the right counting. Hopefull everything will be fine on the exam day. I still can't play properly!! Shit!! Sorry.


TOday is my birthday, yes.(i didn't have any celebration or watever, Jz went through a normal day b4 my exam) Feeling tired and stressed out, I feel so happy now, because many of my friends wished me. MOre, I got a red packet of luck from my parents, and a call from my mama also <3 Thx, REally thx. U all just Made my day!

Great. Tomorrow, I wil be having lunch with Shaz and Elyn. ha...Simple. ^^

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Getting older??

yea.. I am turning 18.. >.< is it old???!!! ah.. HOw time flies. It's like I have just entered secondary school yesterday, and KA BOOOM, I am going to UTAR by this week. waw...


On the 28th, I am taking my ATCL exam(pray that I can play well>.<) this friday and am going over to UTAR the next day(late, because orientation starts on Tuesday). aw.. My friends are already in UTar..cool..They will be my seniors for 1week d.. T.T

It's really hectic nowadays, my programme notes are almost done(printing), I framed my oil painting, got to go around to buy stuff, and ah.. >.< so many. Sad, I didn't get the JPA scholarship, so I shall now fully concentrate on my foundation studies in UTAR. YESH!! GAmBAte. THere's so much to be done.


hem... I would like to thank my buddies for wishing me on my bday. THanK you for remembering!!! <3



My life is like I'm riding on a roller coaster in this few weeks.. Can't wait to settle down. >.< I am feeling really 'mixed' up .

Friday, May 14, 2010

Hectic days

I am having one of the most hectic weeks in my life now.. !! I have only got about less than two weeks to my ATCL recital and I still can't play up to the standard. Not only that, my programme notes are still not complete! I have been editing again and AGain AnD AGAIN.....>.< haiz..


Besides, I am also getting ready to go to UTAR. Packing my bags and all my stuff, as well, as getting prepared mentally to go there. Btw, I am going to miss the 1st few days of the orientation>.< I am going down on the 29th !! yea..

Suganya is also going to study in UTAR if she doesn't get JPA scholarship. ^^ I am really excited but still nervous. . HOpefully, I have made the right decision.


Gambate Ade. ^^V


P.S. I miss all my old buddies..Though I am starting a new life with some of my secondary sch mates(Jf, Emoon, Winnie), I totally Miss MY besties in THO also!! T.T Keep in touch, darlingz.. <3

Saturday, May 8, 2010

THIs is IT

I have opened this new post for a really long time and kept it waiting for hours because I just couldn't find the words to start this new blog of mine. I always have so many things in mind, still, I can't seem to bring them all together, accordingly, and post them here.

It really struck me whenever I sit down and think like, What Have I achieved so FAr??!! >.< I really wonder. I do regret sometimes because I realise that I have not been doing much......
Just take as example, after my SPM, I kind of wasted months!!
>.< I went on KL trips, took my driving tests, had art classes, had music classes(getting ready for ATCL and violin exams), worked part-time in Sakae, read novels, hanged out, online..online...onlinee...>.< THIs REALLY can't DO!!


I must really BUCK uP!! From now on, I am going to change myself! Truely, bit by bit, but I must make a change! I have been saying this like a Zillion times to myself for the past few years, and YET nothing much has happened, Just look at my SPM result! I know I could do so much better, I KNOW! I really wasted it. Now, I could not even get into matriculation, or any other scholarships compared to other people. It's really tough because it's a very competitive world out there.
Please do not tell me that I am being to hard on myself, or I have done great but am not thankful of what I have achieved.

Yes, deep down, I know that I have let my parents down. Being so lucky, I have been gifted with almost everything I could possibly asked for, and yet, I have wasted the chances given.

I agree, I must keep going on in life. People walk in and out of our lives.(keep on touch with friends?? SURE!) HOwever, I should move forward and take every event as as an experience, keep it as a knowledge.
Example, my previous failures. The time when I didn't get the job as a pianist, when I failed my violin exam, when i failed myu driving test, when I lost in competitions, and Many more.(I used to cry like a baby whenever I fail..I still do it now tho=.=' )It's really funny when I think about them NOw. ^^

CONCLUSION,
Having a new blog now, VOW to improve myself more effectively. <3