Happy, Tired, Numb.

I am just back from the clinic. After my fall last week, the wound still hurts a lot, plus there is ''nanah'' water coming out. In the end, I think it would be better for me to go to see a doctor. True enough, the doctor gave me an injection(like my mum asked me to go for). Plus, some medication.
Besides, he said that I can just eat anything(including egg!!!^^) !!! =.='


I really want to thank my new buddies for being really helpful. >.< So, thanks to ChooiMun, Sevin Kit, Justin, Ah Xiang, Emoon, FengBIn, Bee, and Sakai(and gang). You guys are really caring<3

AH.. Plus, I am really feeling tense now.! Mid-term is starting from next week, plus all sorts of tests. I still have assignments to do.. OMG!! >.< I have a quiz this Thursday. Haiz. Time is really limited now.
It is already the 5th week that I am here. I have met all sorts of people. Besides, I really feel good and bad at times... Why do I have to feel so guilty... >.< I really do not know how I am suppose to act as a person to satisfy everyone. I need someone to talk to......to share my true thinking and feelings.. >.< I used to have JF last time, now I am still alone here..Still, I prefer to be alone here in this room. Slowly getting used to it.




Feeling blur, I think I need to sleep early tonight. It should be the effects of the medication. >.< M not going to attend lectures tomorrow. TOo tired.and I need to do self revision already. >.< I am really left out!! Ish.

home sweet home

yesh!! I am back to BW for 2days. It was really funny just now. Daniel and I went to the bus station together. My bus was also going to Alor Setar. However, we sat different buses. In the end(after 2hours), both our buses still met while going through toll Juru!!! LOL!!! It was so funny as I saw Daniel waving to me from the other bus. HAha. So, I am not traveling alone. <3

After that, my mum was waiting for me in the bus station in BW. We sat Rapid back to Pmtg Pauh, and walked home. <3 nice!!
I ate lots of durian just now. ^^ I miss everything here now...>.<

Ah.. It's so late at night now. Soon, I will have to go back to Kampar again.
At last, I am slowly recovering from my previous two bicycle falls.
When I go back to Kampar this time, I have to get more things like electric kettle.. Most of my things will be passed over to Winnie. ^^ thx o..


P.S. I am slowly finding myself now. >.< glad that I have new friends to support me also. <3 Love u all! I miss you all. . .

again and again

AGAIN!! I fell down from my bicycle(on the way to uni, I wanted to tell Emoon something, and didn't see the pavement!) and hurt the same spot on my knee!! Now, the wound is larger and it feels more painful. I already managed to ride my bicycle to Uni today. IN the end, I fell down AGAIN and injured d. T.T

T.T I almost cried after that. NOt because of the pain but because I felt so down. THx to Sakai who stayed back and helped me to treat my wound. In the end, we missed our lecture(but people helped us sign). She fetched me home using her bicycle, and halfway, Nicholas came to drive me home. Then Sakai went home with me to see my condition.

After that, Ryet Shien came to see my room. She seems to like it a lot, so most probably she will move in. ^^


AH... I must be more careful in the future d!!



12.51a.m(24June).
I am just back from the lakeside. Went there with Emoon, Sevin, Ah Siang and Justin.
LOl.. had a great time talking and making jokes. Really nice.. Plus, I will be joining them also, with lots of others to go Vegas for dinner 2mr night.
Btw, we will be going to the food festival in UNi also!! WHOA! Cool. ^^V

In addition, I just realised that just now when I skipped my lecture, actually 3 people(or more, mayb), helped me to sign my name!!! LOL!!=.=' LOL.. okiee..speechless . HAHhaha. Thx for being soooooOOO helpful ah... really funny when I got the news.


Firstly a new friend, Aaron called and say he help me sign d. THen when I met Sakai at lakeside, she said, Toufu help me sign d. I was like what??! Then she said, yea, there were two signs, then they had to liquid the one signed at the wrong place. Then when I went to meet Sevin they all, they said that Chooi Mun sign for me d!!!!! @.@ I was like what happened!!! hahaa! So many people sign =.='

Lonely day

ah.. TOday is a really confusing day for me.. I asked for JF's advice, and she asked me to join with Chooi Mun gang more. Hem. OKie loh.. haha. I can siao siao with them d. woowwawawhawhwa! @.@ I am very happy that there are many ppl who are willing to be friends with me.


Plus, I had a new friend today in my group. TOday is her 1st day in UTAR. Surprisingly, she had thoughts of moving to my room to replace JF. I am very afraid that she will not like me for being such a PIGG!! T.T BUt it's not confirmed yet.


I can still feel the emptiness without JF here. It's really hard to adapt here, nobody calling me 'names'. It's so fast. Just morning, she was the one who shut my alarm and woke me up. Last night, we just had superb fun by the lakeside. NOw, the room I am in, has nothing to remind me of her existance. >.< I can't believe that she will not come back here anymore.

T.T I really will miss her. I am also nervous to get a new mate. >.<
why.. TIme flies.

Cloud 9!!!

YESH!! Started as a normal day, went to Uni with JF fetching me on bicycle(she offered, but always complain!)=.=' ish.

After getting permission from my acc tutorial LEcturer to replace my class on Friday, I got text msgs(as usual). BUT this was a really special one!! The ONe which I have waited so long(3weeks). A msg from MS.Pang!!! Which stated,'Adelyn, you passed your ATCL with 60marks!! CUn cun Pass!! After 5months of hard work(practised like mad), at last, it paid off! ^^ Probably I was also lucky enough,,Pheww.... I feel so calmed now. I have accomplish a mission of mine. <3 So, I have showed that nothing is impossible, even I just took 3months to practise all 5new pieces for this ATCL, I made it at last! (still gam gam) hehe.

MEans that even the people in London approved my performance. ^^V
WHOA!!! If I got 59 marks, it will be considered that I failed! OMG!!! What luck!! <3 I am soOOOO Happy now! Everything seems so Right now! <3


I even treated my floormates to dinner. UNfortunately, JF's withdrawal was approved with IMMEDIATE effect INDEED! So, she will be going back BW tomorrow. T.T She packed all her stuffs, and we did some arrangements for me, I changed to her place in the room. Ah.. She even cleaned everything as usual. T.T I will really miss her as we talked about our latest girl stuff today. >.<

Plus, my Math quiz is being postponed to Week 5!^^ I will have more time to prepare. Besides, I did not get a thing the lecturer was teaching just now. Sadly, I really need to buck up before mid-term tests, not only that, I will need to improve quickly on my other subjects also. I do have second thoughts on why I took this stream! WHY!! BUt in the end, I will not regret, and will go on.

Assignments pilling up now. ah... HOwever, I really need to thank my buddies especially JUan Wyn who willingly helped me in my Math and Accounts. I feel really stupid here, even a simple concept of MAth or any other thing, I just couldn't get it after much thought.

>.< OFf OFF LINE!!!

So Happy now

Yesh!! JF is back for 5days here in Kampar.(to settle her things), leh. THough she lied to me just now by saying that she will not come back until next week! Shocked me when she came back! <3 I am so happy now, as I tell her all the things which happen for the past few days since she's not here. >.<

AH.. I really can't imagine, how quiet it was for me without her here. I really like her response when I tell her things, she either calls me stupid, or gives a really good comment to support me as well. I will really miss her when she's gone!! T.T

AH.. Jf should have tell me earlier that her dad will be coming here to fetch her home on Friday!! >.< then I do not need to travel back to BW alone on Friday. Besides I might shift to her area in the room, and make changes^^. Will I be alone for the whole sem?? 0.0 aw... so lonely.. really quiet here.


AH.. Plus, I am recovering from my bicycle fall. Just that my shoulder really hurts. JF massaged for me, it was super painful!! >.< It will be hard to walk later on when the blood hardens. @.@ aw. It's more painful than the time when my leg got the exhaust paip. Hump..

OKie.. I am off to do my Maths. THx to Suganya who came to visit me just now and teach me Maths. I really love you guys who give me support here when I have just came to know most of you here. ^^ M Really Happy.



9.12p.m.
OMG.. ahhahahahahha! I just came back from walking outside to ''jemput'' EMoon and Winnie. While walking, a guy riding bicycle stop and say,'HI, mei nv'. =.=' Both of us really 'gong ki' and we just laugh away!! LOL!!
Then we just walk away.. LOL.. hahaha..so FUnny nia the situation just now. 0,0 hahahaa. AH.. Back to Uni 2mr..>.<

BEsides, today is Father's Day. I called my daddy last night at 12am!! HAHa. My mum got a shock as she thought was kind of emergancy instead. >.< aww... and just evening, I called my papa. <3 hope things are improving for us. (thought we are kind of speechless) LOL.

Long long day...

ah... I woke up late today.. Went to talent time with Yeow Chuen, Ah Loon, and David Foo. Waw.. The talent time was super great! The performances were very nice...especially performances from the seniors. ^^ The winner was Ah Loon's friend(Desmond LIew) who sang medly while playing the guitar. Super Cool! I really enjoyed myself watching them, I wished I have went for the audition.
I want to shine shine like a STAR also.. I really lack the confidence in myself. After watching the performances today, I really feel that I am nothing compared to them.

Waw. I will need to put in lots of effort! <3


YESH. After that, We waited for YVOnne(wanted to buy formal shoes) to come, so we can go TEsco together. OMG! On the way, I wanted to have my bicycle seat adjusted higher. Then while turning in a corner, I lost control and CRAp, I fell down on the road! T.T Lucky enough, I held myself up with both palms. I got both my palms injured, bruises on my arms, and my left shoulder, and on the back of my right leg. Worst of all, is on my left knee, it got scratched and bleeded badly. After that, I think I got into a shock and felt a little faint. THx to David who bought me bread and Loon who bought me milo. >.< REally, it was so stupid of me(I laughed at myself instead of complaining)=.=' AhhHH!! Really Sorry to you guys, as I spoilt your day!

AH.. Thx to Yeow CHuen who helped me and bring me on the bicycle. LOl. Then his bicycle was left in the bicycle shop for repairing as they tried to pull his bicycle. =.=' looks so funny!

THen we had a meal in KFC, and went around Tesco to find the big plaster. Unfortunately there was none. So, I went home, and wash the wound with water, and put some yellow medicine. ah... >.< still bleeding a bit after so long. . I should go to see the doctor tomorrow if it swells. >.<


Nice day...ah... Nvm. IT will be a better day tomorrow. Nothing to complain. JUst really want to Thank Yeow Chuen, Ah Loon, David(had a nice day watching talent time) and YVonne(cooked 'moi' for me summore) ^^ Plus, does that mean that I can wear knee length pants to UNi on Week4 ?? waw!! @.@ aw... haha!


Off off here!! I should start my revision for my Maths quiz on WEek 4!! GAmBate Adelyn! I won't be let down so easily!

++sorry I can't upload any pics or videos here as the Internet is too slow here, as usual.. leh...

quiet times

TOday, JF has gone back to Penang for her one week trial for the nursing diploma thingy. Yvonne, next room to me has also gone back to Seremban for her Cambridge English exam. Ah...It's so quiet now.
Still, I will really miss JF(I am sure she will get it). >.< She helped me cleaned the room, the toilet, and everywhere else, as well as boiled water for me before leaving today..T>T so touching!! huhuhu!! She really gave me a great memory for my 1st two weeks in Uni.

So Short yet so Sweet. <3 MUax!!

I can't believe it, we weren't really close b4(although we know each other since Form1, and now, I am like really close to her. She's really understanding, and can accept me for who I am although I am a super Lazy 'worm' girl.<3 not only that, also to my floor mates, You guys also really know me as I am, I am sure that I am really myself when I am with you guys.(Yvonne, Winnie, Emoon)


Plus, I will work hard for my tests next week!! And hoping to go home to bw, probably after week4. I need to get my essay books, as well, as other references, and I miss home!! <3


P.S. It will be really quiet nowadays, I will use the time to study more. Ah..

Plus, I had fun in Uni today. LOL..Although I have four classes today, it was okie..I guess. LOL. I got a really cute baloon from the pc fair!! (Desmond 'stole' it!!) OMG!! haha! His face was so funny when he did it. LOL! Tomorrow I wil be getting another one by registering properly! ^^ hahas. ah. Everyone went gaga about the baloon=.= especially Sakai Yap. haha! REally funny, they were all hitting each other with the baloons. @.@

++11.50p.m
I had a great dinner(chicken herbal soup rice!), Went to the lakeside with Daniel and Had a nice conversation with my parents!! ^^

messed up

Ah... Really tiring.. I just came back from cycling(under the rain AGAIN) from TESco..>.< still, I had a great meal of KFC and bought lots of stuff, like TEa, eggs...ah..@>@ Really had fun though. I made/met a lot of new diff friends/ppl here. All from different background, but, have most similar interests and thinking. ^^ nyek! ''macam-macam ada'' LOL.. haha. pLus, I am glad that I got to know a senior, he really gave me a lot of info about Uni stuff which was really useful!!(didn't take his contact though, got to find out). Btw, I learnt quite for my Accounts today from Andrew's friend. Waw, His teaching is superb!! better than my lecturer!!@>@


BTw, I have got more and more work to do already. Assignments are killing me.... @.@ Next week(Week 4), there will be tests!! Plus, I do not understand a single thing in my Math class today. OMG!! Everything's JUst, CRap. Utterly crap. I couldn't even do the listening exercise properly today in class, got all the wrong answers. =.=' ''great'' I have got a lot to study, from WEek 1, and assignments to complete, and preparations for the tests!! The lecturers are really going fast, every single week, one chapter. =.=' ishh.

HOwever, I guess I will need to lock myself up temporary while JF is not around somemore, and study+work my A*s out!! >.< waw..Probably I will need to meet a counselor!!! OMG!

LIfe here is like really packed after a while(two weeks???). HAiz... I really need to triple up my efforts. I am sooOO mEssed up now.

WEt wet cold cold fun fun ???

Nyek!! I am back from a super long dinner, and when I am back, AGAIN, I am hungry!! =.=' KNow why?? LOnggg story.

I went out for dinner with Egg and his gang(Wen Xing, Quek, Hong Yew, and etc(forget name agaiN!!)) NIce dinner, and it started to drizzle(hong Yew, ish..Keep on saying that it won't rain)...After eating, we decided to go(LOOK for a PC shop). While riding our bicycles, the rain became heavier and heavier.. I was like where's that PC shop!! We were like going in circles around under the rain!!(my vision became blur) =.='
Alas, it was too heavy and we just stop at a row of shops(egg and Quek got separated from me, HYew and WenX)to wait for the rain to stop. =.=' The wind was blowing MAD, and it was freezing cold(considered being drenched wet as well)

*cut*cut*cut*
Summary, we ended up in a super cool(big sofas) CC, and spent 2hours playing dota=.=' okie. I have never played it b4, it was OKIE....NIce also, quite addictive though, complicated.=.=' OKie, I can now boast to my buddies that I know how to play d!! wooHHOOO.hahaaaha!

Still, it was close to midnight and still raining!! NO choice, we had to go home to rest(a sch day the nxt). >.< drenched wet, it was so windy and chilly out there. @.@

Yeah, I reached home(hungry again).. Btw, my hp went dead(I just charged it) and JF couldn't call me.=.=; LOL. She thought I got kidnapped. waw!! Btw, hopefully I do not get sick tomorrow!!

Great!! I have got lots of work to do now!! >.< There will be tests next week(WEek 4).OMG!!!!!! and I got my English books from my Parents d..>.<
I really need aid for my MAths, and ACC!! AHAAHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! @.@



GOIng Crazy..

P.S. i love the food from Universe cafe!! I had a lot of chicken chop nowadays!! ^^
PLus, I am so lively that JF is back here! <3 Yesterday was a super boring day! Ah.....>.< but many occasion happened between me and YVonne. HAHaa.!
1) About the unknown person coughing ...... (ish) YVonne can explain here for me???
2) About the knocking door at night in the balcony.
3) I scarred the hell out of yvonne by holding an umbrella under the rain in the balcony=.='
4) I did nothing but "rolling" all day long...>.<

AH....>.< Gud9! (crap, I forgot my bestfriend's bday!!=.=' ish..I do not keep myself in touch with the calender.@>@ how could IIII!!!THis is Maniac!! )

TIring...BUt bored.

Ah.. It has been two weeks since I have been away from home.. >.< Today's a Saturday and I am alone in my double room. Jia Feng has left to go back to Bw for the weekend. Btw, she might be leaving me d....If she gets the scholarship for the nursing course, she won't study in Kampar anymore. >.< I can't imagine my new room mate!! >.< BUt JF will be taking leave for a week first...ah.. It's so quiet without her..huhuhu...

Sorry Jf, I still do not have the mood to mop the floor today!! @>@ hhahaaa..


So, now I DO have a lot of assignments!! >.< and time is running out..2nd week is already over!! omg!! I have got a lot to catch up on. Everything which I am learning now is totally different. Especially the maths, I a so weak in it!! >.< and accounts. Haiz.... I can't believe that I am super useless here compared to others.


COme on..!! GOGOGO!! I have got to put in triple efforts!


Anyway, I am making more friends here. <3 Still, Suganya will be leaving UTAR also, she got JPA rayuan.. huhuhuhu. Makes me feel more sad and lonely though. LIfe here is becoming boring. HOwever, I am also happy with this freedom, and I still have many cool housemates, and schmates. Same food especially. Haiz... Ignore all that, and just sacrifice all my four year until I get my degree, then I can have more choices after this!! YEAH!