First day in uni

waw... What a great day I had. I went to Uni quite late to register, about 10 plus. By the time I got my timetable, it was 11am. And then, I realised that I missed my 1st lecture which is at 9am to 10am.=.=' !!

THen I went to another lecture at 12noon. It was financial Accounting. Everyone seems like a pro there.. >.< I can feel the tension d. Tutorial will be starting next week, Omg....>.< I have not found anyone which is in the same group as me yet!! Haiz.. I only made two new friends today.

I went around the blocks in uni just now including to the library, hem.. So SO ..
After that, I had general Math. IT's just like addMAths!!! OMG!! THe lecturer taught us quite a lot, and I was becoming more blur... >.< 2hours....>.< OMG!!!
I really need to go back and get the books, as well as more clothes(I met 6guys wearing the same pattern of shirt with me!!!!)=.=' , and other stuff(I need my parent's signature!)

Really tired today. GOt lots of things to settle also. I just need to go with the flow!! >.<
Btw, I left my bicycle in uni, and took the bus home because it rained really heavily just now. So guess that I have to take the bus tomorrow also...>.<
Tomorrow I will be going early, to check the place out and find more information there. >.< really messed up now. Still, I had a great dinner with Sue Wen and Emoon. Jf slept at 8pm!! @.@


Everyone seems really good and prepared for studies here, I can't even do a simple equation just now!!! >.< My brain has rusted. I really need to improve myself fast FAST!!

New place, new life, same me

I am already in Kampar. Ah.. nice place.. Really cool room. I spent the day cleaning and washing the whole balcony!! >.< soooOOO tired. The place is really dusty because there are still many houses undergoing construction in Beijing A. Nice scenery in front, JUst like Japan!!! LOL..
WE have everything here, KInd of cool also.


I had lunch with my parents and Jia Feng in a coffee shop. aw.. I really will miss my parents.. >.< Huhu...


Unfortunately my table is facing the wall, So it's quite dark and hot, Lucky thing I brought a fan and a table lamp. >.< Jf is so lucky, her table is facing the window..ah....
NOw that everything is settled, I am just relaxing. BUt my things are quite messy here. It's everywhere. I think I MIGHT sort them out tomorrow. >.< I have just got to suit myself here. Adaption!! SUrvive!! HUAAAA!! haha!

AH.. the DSA is closed, so I can only register on Monday.
Okie... Classes starting on Monday. I am going to get my bicycle from Vivian tomorrow also, half pricee...wooo..

I am off for now. A lot of things to say, but my mind is blank . <3

hopefully getting better

today is definitely a great day for me. I had a good time with Shaz and Elyn in SC. After eating in Sakae, we went to PDI to shop. I bought another blouse and a pair of jeans. Really cool!! <3
Then Elyn bought for my a cap(though we were hunting for a bagpack or a jacket).
Shaz also gave me one of her fancy caps because she's now wearing tudung d, so she doesn't need it anymore.

Plus, I had the fright of my lift when elyn bumped into the pole!! =.=' thx god nothing happen, only some paint of it got sutck on her mirror. She was just too lazy and didn't want to open the door to place the parking ticket. @>@

Alas, my RM22 proogramme notes are done also(printed). Good. I have one problem less to think about.

NOw, I have to face reality. Be focused. Concentrate on my piano playing, and pass this ATCL exam! GOGOGOGOO!!


**can't wait to join my friends in UTAR, but I will miss home a lot...>.<**

oh godddd

>.< today is a really really crazyy day for me!! I have been running around for my programme notes. It really sucks because the shop which I usually go to, has virus in the pc. So, I had to go to another shop which charged me RM22 jz to print two small books. haiz...

THen, when I went to my piano class, I made teacher fetch me all the way to the shop to edit the time of my playing. I couldn't play at the right tempo(STILL), so I had to change it according to the right counting. Hopefull everything will be fine on the exam day. I still can't play properly!! Shit!! Sorry.


TOday is my birthday, yes.(i didn't have any celebration or watever, Jz went through a normal day b4 my exam) Feeling tired and stressed out, I feel so happy now, because many of my friends wished me. MOre, I got a red packet of luck from my parents, and a call from my mama also <3 Thx, REally thx. U all just Made my day!

Great. Tomorrow, I wil be having lunch with Shaz and Elyn. ha...Simple. ^^

Getting older??

yea.. I am turning 18.. >.< is it old???!!! ah.. HOw time flies. It's like I have just entered secondary school yesterday, and KA BOOOM, I am going to UTAR by this week. waw...


On the 28th, I am taking my ATCL exam(pray that I can play well>.<) this friday and am going over to UTAR the next day(late, because orientation starts on Tuesday). aw.. My friends are already in UTar..cool..They will be my seniors for 1week d.. T.T

It's really hectic nowadays, my programme notes are almost done(printing), I framed my oil painting, got to go around to buy stuff, and ah.. >.< so many. Sad, I didn't get the JPA scholarship, so I shall now fully concentrate on my foundation studies in UTAR. YESH!! GAmBAte. THere's so much to be done.


hem... I would like to thank my buddies for wishing me on my bday. THanK you for remembering!!! <3



My life is like I'm riding on a roller coaster in this few weeks.. Can't wait to settle down. >.< I am feeling really 'mixed' up .

Hectic days

I am having one of the most hectic weeks in my life now.. !! I have only got about less than two weeks to my ATCL recital and I still can't play up to the standard. Not only that, my programme notes are still not complete! I have been editing again and AGain AnD AGAIN.....>.< haiz..


Besides, I am also getting ready to go to UTAR. Packing my bags and all my stuff, as well, as getting prepared mentally to go there. Btw, I am going to miss the 1st few days of the orientation>.< I am going down on the 29th !! yea..

Suganya is also going to study in UTAR if she doesn't get JPA scholarship. ^^ I am really excited but still nervous. . HOpefully, I have made the right decision.


Gambate Ade. ^^V


P.S. I miss all my old buddies..Though I am starting a new life with some of my secondary sch mates(Jf, Emoon, Winnie), I totally Miss MY besties in THO also!! T.T Keep in touch, darlingz.. <3

THIs is IT

I have opened this new post for a really long time and kept it waiting for hours because I just couldn't find the words to start this new blog of mine. I always have so many things in mind, still, I can't seem to bring them all together, accordingly, and post them here.

It really struck me whenever I sit down and think like, What Have I achieved so FAr??!! >.< I really wonder. I do regret sometimes because I realise that I have not been doing much......
Just take as example, after my SPM, I kind of wasted months!!
>.< I went on KL trips, took my driving tests, had art classes, had music classes(getting ready for ATCL and violin exams), worked part-time in Sakae, read novels, hanged out, online..online...onlinee...>.< THIs REALLY can't DO!!


I must really BUCK uP!! From now on, I am going to change myself! Truely, bit by bit, but I must make a change! I have been saying this like a Zillion times to myself for the past few years, and YET nothing much has happened, Just look at my SPM result! I know I could do so much better, I KNOW! I really wasted it. Now, I could not even get into matriculation, or any other scholarships compared to other people. It's really tough because it's a very competitive world out there.
Please do not tell me that I am being to hard on myself, or I have done great but am not thankful of what I have achieved.

Yes, deep down, I know that I have let my parents down. Being so lucky, I have been gifted with almost everything I could possibly asked for, and yet, I have wasted the chances given.

I agree, I must keep going on in life. People walk in and out of our lives.(keep on touch with friends?? SURE!) HOwever, I should move forward and take every event as as an experience, keep it as a knowledge.
Example, my previous failures. The time when I didn't get the job as a pianist, when I failed my violin exam, when i failed myu driving test, when I lost in competitions, and Many more.(I used to cry like a baby whenever I fail..I still do it now tho=.=' )It's really funny when I think about them NOw. ^^

CONCLUSION,
Having a new blog now, VOW to improve myself more effectively. <3