Again and Again

I am Back To Butterworth again!!! ^^ AH... At last, it's the end of the week. So far, I have done my Math's quiz(again get lots of tips^^), went back to BW on Tuesday, done my CT journal, had my violin exam, "flew" back to Kampar for my CT mid-term(THursday) and radioplay today, and am now back in BW again(Friday evening)!!! ^^V It's amazing!! I really miss home so much!! <3

I didn't expect to come home again. HUhu.. Thx to MondMond, I wouldn't need to spend another boring weekend in Kampar... >.< He(also last minute plan), drove us back, and we had MCD for dinner...AWHHAHAWHWHA! I miss MCD.... I miss all my buddies here!! T.T

Btw, my violin exam was again, a disaster. T.T I kept on making mistakes!! ARGH!!! I will not be surprise if i fail again.... T.T Btw, my CT mid-term was as bad!! I just couldn't decide which answer... OMG!! In the end, after 45minutes, I(with about 5 other ppl) were left alone in the whole hall!! WAW!! 0,0
AH..And today, was my radioplay. I do not know how we did, but mostly, we were kind of spontaneous especially to overcome out 'time' problem. @.@ Hopefully I did alright.. I really tried my best to act it all out using only my voice!! >.<


ah.. I am so relieved to be home now. However, I still have to prepare two presentations(CT and Econs). Besides, more tests and the finals are also coming. T.T
ArgH!! I really need to catch up in my studies from now on... I DO NOT WANT TO FAIL!!! (especially in my ACCOUNTS and ECONOMICS!!!

>.< Besides, I really need to keep on practising my piano... T.T I SOOOOOoooOO DO NOT WANT to LOSE my SKILlS!!! ERGH!!

WHat Am I TURNING TO????!!! BEtter??? WOrst???

THx to minds festival, Maybe I am getting a clearer picture.. i guess. @.@ Hem... Conclusion, I am going to live my life and follow the flow, Just taking in whatever which comes, and let it go as time passes. Ill appreciate every single minute I have. I have to!!! If not?? I will just be wasting my life away...

Again and again. Ill remind myself. COnflicts do occur, and Ill bravely face them. Yes I will, and Yes, I can! YES we CAN!

The peak

ARgh!! I am just done with part of my assignments for today. I have just completed my part for the suggestions for the Acc Assignment, and also done editing most of the Economic Assignment. =.=’ So much to do!!!! @.@ Besides, I have additional tasks to complete in Week9!!! OMG!!
Week9 is going to be the most horrifying week for me in this semester!!!
Starting from:
1) Monday(Math quiz, replacement classes),
2) Tuesday(going back to PG), In penang(I got to use the time to practice my violin and complete part of my individual journal for CT, and study for CT exam)
3) Thursday(Violin exam in the morning, and another rush back to Kampar before 6.30 to catch my CT exam=.=’)
4) Friday, RADIOplay!!! CRAP!! After that, I need to work on the CT group assignment which I will need to present on Week 10’s Tuesday(we are the 1st group!!). T.T
OMG!!
5) plus, i m gonna be involved in teaching violin under music club! ..

Now I am feeling SUPER tensed up!! I am also very very weak in my accounts, which I have to put in more effort! I have one more month to catch up with everything. Although I am skipping more classes now, I still do not have enough time for everything. More and more events are coming up. >.< huhuhu.
I am just going Mad for now!! @.@ Ish………………………………………………………………………….. This life in Uni is totally driving me frantic! >.<

I am sorry, if I can't maintain CGPA 3.0 above. T.T I already tried my best.

T.T sob. PLeaSE ENd this NOw!!!!!!!!

*off blogging for 2weeks!!!!!!!!!!*(mostly, because I do not even have time to online properly now.)
Argh!! T.T sobbb..

Stressed out

<3 my Sian Teow and Sian Kor just came to Kampar to pay me a visit. Yea yea.. I have lots of nice food from them. NIcer snacks, plus, Sian Kor said that my wound has not healed!! OMG!!! ISH!!! So, she gave me some more of the yellow medi, and asked me to keep on washing my wound with dettol and apply the medi. She said that doc gave me the wrong medicine. .=.=' OMG! CRAP!!!
SWT!! So, words from a true expert now, I will do as u say.Keep on washing it with DEttol plus water, and apply the medi u gave. <3

Plus, I am super frustrated now. I still do not know any of my accounts stuff. I cannot understand it by reading myself. I need some1 to just teach me!!! HELP!!!
And, my time now is super packed. Week 9 is going to kill me, I have got, Math quiz 2, Critical thinking paper, radioplay, critical thinking assignmnet, and violin exam(gota go back pg)!! All in one week! CRAP!


Btw, I had the stupidest experience yesterday. I was left out by them. They went to Uni without me on the excuse of so called misunderstanding. WEll, OKIEeee fine!! Ill accept it. IN the end I missed a lecture. Besides, my shoes were killing me yesterday. >.< HUmp.


Ah.. What a sweet day. A visit from my relatives, plus, Andrew's family also came to give me my stuff from home(so many stuff ahh). ^^V THx Mummy Daddy. Muax.

P.S. I can't wait for MCd to open!! WUHAHHUAHWHAHA!

OKie, I am off to practise my violin. Besides, I will be extra busy d, I will have my first meeting as a violin tutor tomorrow.... Nyekk.. (I have at last registered for something for my KOko here.) THis is the most which I could be involved in.

TIRING!!!!

A short but long Week

Again, It's Friday, and then will be another weekend for me in Kampar.
I have just completed my Econ's mid term paper. I find the paper quite tough. Unfortunately, ALL my friends said that it was super easy!!! @.@ I was like wat....!!!! OMG! THey even said that, if didn't study also can do! =.=' okie... I am really in panic mode now, I am so blur whether I am slacking or maintaining my standards. Every1's kinda pro here. >.< *Tensed up*.


Besides, I got to know about more exams and quiz. The second Math quiz is on Week9!! OMG!! NOw, I have got to really mug... Ergh.. It all clashes with violin exam. Argh. Okie.. I just got a replacement date for the math tutorial. NOw I pray that the English lecture is NOT having the RadioPlay on that day when I am having the replacement for my math quiz(coz I am gonna skip it). ISH!!! Besides, TOday is the last day for us to ask our lecturers for guidance for our assignments. >.< ISH!!! for econs, we have not finish 3 parts!!! @.@ DARN!!
IT's all super cramped up now! Exams every week...@.@ FAINT!!!

AH.. Hem.. Anyway, I have registered for the MInd's festival also(YCHuen just wrote my name down without asking me, bluek!) hahas! >.< Btw, I have been asked whether I would like to give violin classes to UTAR students. @.@ nyek!!! What will I get from this??? SIjil???? Im not sure btw.

DESmond Liew!! He's been my new friend recently(we just click due to pg laksa!, i guess), super cool, talented, and nice guy.(noted, I think I did mentioned bout him in my earlier posts, after the Talent TIme) Unbelievable how fate turns this around. I am no longer an audience, but I am also his friend now. Waw. He was really thoughtful, the way he always drives up the pavement as close as the car can to my house gate. =.=' EMoon says, why he park there so ''chu bi'' de.(even on the 1st day he fetch me home from UNi, I wasted a lot of his time, he had to wait for my class to end and he took all the trouble to fetch me and Emoon in Uni,so we wouldn't need to get wet by walking to his car outside, really???) LOL! =.=' AH.. Conclusion, he's really really nice. <3 Mayb I trust people too easily?? @.@

JUst in a month, I already got betrayed by a mate, and I do not wish for that to happen anymore! *super cautious now* (not directly to u, Des) hahA


Ah.. I have tons to write here. However, I really need to sleep!! SInce last SUnday, when I joined the in the FIfa final Fever(it was really great to have this experience in UNi) THe next time, I will be working and I wonder if I will have time for another fifa final! THis time, I watched the FInals with Egg, HOng Yew, and (forget name). Aw... It's okie... IT's going to be a really good memory for me. Plus, I learnt Dota, and played pool with them <3 LOL!! Ish.
I had not had enough sleep. >.< Even now!!


ALthough life here is hectic, still, It's really special here. I get to know new and different people here.
Btw, I have had really much laughter here with my Utar friends here. ""payment advance MEANs Payment IN ADvance"" by my lecturer. =.=' THen I was like laughing like super mad!! Still, not as GAGA as Sevin and JUstin. @.@ haha. I really Love it. Having friends here has been the sweetest thing ever. Especially you guys. <3
FInally, I am sure that I have the BEST floormates ever!!! MUAXS!!
GOing to Vegas with Them 2mr night for dinner. ^^


P.S. I love Lady GAGA!!! @.@ GAGAGGAAGGAGAGA! aRGH! i wonder am I GAGA-ing enough here???
Still, Miss my buddies in pg where I can REALLY REALLY GAGAGAGAGa at them!! <3

A night to rest and relax

I am back here after a few super hectic days. I had my accounts test plus listening test on Monday, and my Math test today. Tomorrow, I will be having listening test again for part3... (cause of the technical prob on Monday).

I spent a full day to learn from scratch my Math Chapter 2 yesterday. >.< it was really stressful as I have to cramp everything into my head in one day. I slept at 4a.m. HOwever, many people also didn't go to UNi for early morning lecture because of FiFA WC.=.=' Aduii.. Even worst, at least I could wake up, Sevin had to be waken up by us!!! @.@ waw!

At last, the paper is done... >.< The next ones coming up are other subjects, as well as quiz, more tests and more assignments plus presentation. OMG!!! TIme is super running out now. I wish I could just stop time.... T.T

However, I really enjoyed myself today. Still, there are conflicts among us(friends).
haizz... After Sch, we went for dinner and then Sevin and JUstin came to my house to complete their critical thinking assignments.
@.@ even to online. We just spent the whole hour trying to set the assignment format and editing it. THen YCHuen also came to let me check his assignment with another friend of his(also my fren, BA). =.='

Everything was fine until I read the first sentence of BA's assignment, I realised that he actually copied most of the information from MY work!!(because I gave Yew my copy of the assignment to print, this fella should have sneaked in) I was like WTF/H/F/H!!!! TL!!!! ERGH!!!!!!!DARN!!!!! @#%@$#%@#@$$#@%#@$#%@#&&@#$@#*@(@#@*#%@


OKie.. It would not be a big deal to other people(you may say that it's just a simple essay and btw, we are from different lecturers and streams, so it doesn't matter) STILL, I felt really cheated, betrayed as well as angry. I spent like almost two weeks, did like four drafts of the essay and came out with a proper one which was edited a few more times.

And this FElla, just copied my points as well as the style and words I used!!!! WTH!!! I was almost in tears as I complain about this to my closests. >.<

HOwever, I am much more cheered up after having an outing with Sevin, Justin and Yew Chuen. We had delicious burgers by the roadside!! <3 Then we(jus, yew, me) went over to the lakeside and talked the whole night until now(I am back). AH.... feels so nice.

NOw I am never ever going to trust people so easily anymore!! T.T THis is a really bad experience, luckily we are not in the same class or something.


>.< ahh. OKie.. It's all over. I am off to sleep. It will be a better day after this. ^^

study study ???!

Ah... This is the second time I am writing this post(almost the same points). Due to the "fast" internet connection, my post just Disappeared! LOL...THis post will be slightly different from the other though.
Okie.. I spent the whole day at home, in my room. The activities are, eating, sleeping, reading, online, and getting rid of my 'nanah'! @.@ I felt like I am in the movie Saw when I did that. =.='


For the first time after so long, I cried for the longest(while talking on the phone). >.< I was so scarred to poke the nanah out when my mum described the way for me to do it. @.@ HOwever, I stil managed to do it! ^^ still, need to be continued tomorrow.=.=' ew.... And my arm still hurts a bit due to the doctor who didn't know how to inject properly!! =.='
aw. I got the news that my 2nd aunty has been hospitalized, pray pray PRAy that she will be fine and recover soon.


It has been a really long week and day yesterday. I am so confused. Firstly, my mid-term is coming. This MOnday, I will have two papers to do, my listening test and ACCONTS! I had Juan Wyn to help me in Account yesterday, in the end, we had a movie and video marathon...=.=' until 4a.m. WAw..

I woke up late today, studied more accounts, and slept like a 'pig'! >.<
I am really scared for this accounts paper,I really need to score 3.0 above to maintain my scholarship from UTar for my next sem.

After this MOnday, I will then need to study harder for my Maths paper on THURsday, and my Econs paper the following week. Btw, my critical thinking paper will be on the same day with my violin exam!! @.@ the time cannot be changed at all, so, after i finished my violin exam about 10.30a.m, I will need to take a bus back to Kampar to take my critical thinking exam at 6.30p.m @.@ this is insanity!!!


For the past week, I have been going to Uni with Sevin, Justin and ah XIang(plus spending time with the group, chooimun, bin bin, and beeBee). I had spent most of my time with them now. We even had food poisoning together!! =.=' (cheesy wedges..aw..)I feel really lucky to have friends like them(also friends like Sakai and the gang). Besides, Sevin also likes songs like I do! This is really pleasing as I can share with him the songs which I love, and I can get more different unique songs from him, as we also agree on most things. ^^ he can just help to describe what I want in a sentence while I am trying so hard to say what I want to. >.< pretty cool huh.
Plus, Ah Xiang has been too kind to me already(I really feel that I need to be left alone). Maybe I should go to UNi by bicycle again.
@.@ I am really feeling cramped up in Uni now. >.< (plus, I am curing from an 'ant(D) bite' which Angelyn stated, after knowing much truth..)
Besides, this is a public blog, so this is all I can post for now as I am one of those who love to read into other people's life(curiosity) <3 HAHA!


P.S. I do not like it when my Math tutorial lecturer purposely left the class during a quiz=.=' honestly, i feel that it is quiet unfair. >.< okie..It did helped the weaker ones, but still, it is not right to do that. I mean like okie, tips before papers are fine, at least everyone gets them, but this is like, kind of unfair to those who studies really hard for the paper as those who did not put in much effort can get much marks also. ah.. Nothing is fair though. As long as I do not do such things, then it is fine. ^^V



Well, I should just go with the flow, exactly!