Thursday, July 15, 2010

A short but long Week

Again, It's Friday, and then will be another weekend for me in Kampar.
I have just completed my Econ's mid term paper. I find the paper quite tough. Unfortunately, ALL my friends said that it was super easy!!! @.@ I was like wat....!!!! OMG! THey even said that, if didn't study also can do! =.=' okie... I am really in panic mode now, I am so blur whether I am slacking or maintaining my standards. Every1's kinda pro here. >.< *Tensed up*.


Besides, I got to know about more exams and quiz. The second Math quiz is on Week9!! OMG!! NOw, I have got to really mug... Ergh.. It all clashes with violin exam. Argh. Okie.. I just got a replacement date for the math tutorial. NOw I pray that the English lecture is NOT having the RadioPlay on that day when I am having the replacement for my math quiz(coz I am gonna skip it). ISH!!! Besides, TOday is the last day for us to ask our lecturers for guidance for our assignments. >.< ISH!!! for econs, we have not finish 3 parts!!! @.@ DARN!!
IT's all super cramped up now! Exams every week...@.@ FAINT!!!

AH.. Hem.. Anyway, I have registered for the MInd's festival also(YCHuen just wrote my name down without asking me, bluek!) hahas! >.< Btw, I have been asked whether I would like to give violin classes to UTAR students. @.@ nyek!!! What will I get from this??? SIjil???? Im not sure btw.

DESmond Liew!! He's been my new friend recently(we just click due to pg laksa!, i guess), super cool, talented, and nice guy.(noted, I think I did mentioned bout him in my earlier posts, after the Talent TIme) Unbelievable how fate turns this around. I am no longer an audience, but I am also his friend now. Waw. He was really thoughtful, the way he always drives up the pavement as close as the car can to my house gate. =.=' EMoon says, why he park there so ''chu bi'' de.(even on the 1st day he fetch me home from UNi, I wasted a lot of his time, he had to wait for my class to end and he took all the trouble to fetch me and Emoon in Uni,so we wouldn't need to get wet by walking to his car outside, really???) LOL! =.=' AH.. Conclusion, he's really really nice. <3 Mayb I trust people too easily?? @.@

JUst in a month, I already got betrayed by a mate, and I do not wish for that to happen anymore! *super cautious now* (not directly to u, Des) hahA


Ah.. I have tons to write here. However, I really need to sleep!! SInce last SUnday, when I joined the in the FIfa final Fever(it was really great to have this experience in UNi) THe next time, I will be working and I wonder if I will have time for another fifa final! THis time, I watched the FInals with Egg, HOng Yew, and (forget name). Aw... It's okie... IT's going to be a really good memory for me. Plus, I learnt Dota, and played pool with them <3 LOL!! Ish.
I had not had enough sleep. >.< Even now!!


ALthough life here is hectic, still, It's really special here. I get to know new and different people here.
Btw, I have had really much laughter here with my Utar friends here. ""payment advance MEANs Payment IN ADvance"" by my lecturer. =.=' THen I was like laughing like super mad!! Still, not as GAGA as Sevin and JUstin. @.@ haha. I really Love it. Having friends here has been the sweetest thing ever. Especially you guys. <3
FInally, I am sure that I have the BEST floormates ever!!! MUAXS!!
GOing to Vegas with Them 2mr night for dinner. ^^


P.S. I love Lady GAGA!!! @.@ GAGAGGAAGGAGAGA! aRGH! i wonder am I GAGA-ing enough here???
Still, Miss my buddies in pg where I can REALLY REALLY GAGAGAGAGa at them!! <3

Thursday, July 8, 2010

A night to rest and relax

I am back here after a few super hectic days. I had my accounts test plus listening test on Monday, and my Math test today. Tomorrow, I will be having listening test again for part3... (cause of the technical prob on Monday).

I spent a full day to learn from scratch my Math Chapter 2 yesterday. >.< it was really stressful as I have to cramp everything into my head in one day. I slept at 4a.m. HOwever, many people also didn't go to UNi for early morning lecture because of FiFA WC.=.=' Aduii.. Even worst, at least I could wake up, Sevin had to be waken up by us!!! @.@ waw!

At last, the paper is done... >.< The next ones coming up are other subjects, as well as quiz, more tests and more assignments plus presentation. OMG!!! TIme is super running out now. I wish I could just stop time.... T.T

However, I really enjoyed myself today. Still, there are conflicts among us(friends).
haizz... After Sch, we went for dinner and then Sevin and JUstin came to my house to complete their critical thinking assignments.
@.@ even to online. We just spent the whole hour trying to set the assignment format and editing it. THen YCHuen also came to let me check his assignment with another friend of his(also my fren, BA). =.='

Everything was fine until I read the first sentence of BA's assignment, I realised that he actually copied most of the information from MY work!!(because I gave Yew my copy of the assignment to print, this fella should have sneaked in) I was like WTF/H/F/H!!!! TL!!!! ERGH!!!!!!!DARN!!!!! @#%@$#%@#@$$#@%#@$#%@#&&@#$@#*@(@#@*#%@


OKie.. It would not be a big deal to other people(you may say that it's just a simple essay and btw, we are from different lecturers and streams, so it doesn't matter) STILL, I felt really cheated, betrayed as well as angry. I spent like almost two weeks, did like four drafts of the essay and came out with a proper one which was edited a few more times.

And this FElla, just copied my points as well as the style and words I used!!!! WTH!!! I was almost in tears as I complain about this to my closests. >.<

HOwever, I am much more cheered up after having an outing with Sevin, Justin and Yew Chuen. We had delicious burgers by the roadside!! <3 Then we(jus, yew, me) went over to the lakeside and talked the whole night until now(I am back). AH.... feels so nice.

NOw I am never ever going to trust people so easily anymore!! T.T THis is a really bad experience, luckily we are not in the same class or something.


>.< ahh. OKie.. It's all over. I am off to sleep. It will be a better day after this. ^^

Saturday, July 3, 2010

study study ???!

Ah... This is the second time I am writing this post(almost the same points). Due to the "fast" internet connection, my post just Disappeared! LOL...THis post will be slightly different from the other though.
Okie.. I spent the whole day at home, in my room. The activities are, eating, sleeping, reading, online, and getting rid of my 'nanah'! @.@ I felt like I am in the movie Saw when I did that. =.='


For the first time after so long, I cried for the longest(while talking on the phone). >.< I was so scarred to poke the nanah out when my mum described the way for me to do it. @.@ HOwever, I stil managed to do it! ^^ still, need to be continued tomorrow.=.=' ew.... And my arm still hurts a bit due to the doctor who didn't know how to inject properly!! =.='
aw. I got the news that my 2nd aunty has been hospitalized, pray pray PRAy that she will be fine and recover soon.


It has been a really long week and day yesterday. I am so confused. Firstly, my mid-term is coming. This MOnday, I will have two papers to do, my listening test and ACCONTS! I had Juan Wyn to help me in Account yesterday, in the end, we had a movie and video marathon...=.=' until 4a.m. WAw..

I woke up late today, studied more accounts, and slept like a 'pig'! >.<
I am really scared for this accounts paper,I really need to score 3.0 above to maintain my scholarship from UTar for my next sem.

After this MOnday, I will then need to study harder for my Maths paper on THURsday, and my Econs paper the following week. Btw, my critical thinking paper will be on the same day with my violin exam!! @.@ the time cannot be changed at all, so, after i finished my violin exam about 10.30a.m, I will need to take a bus back to Kampar to take my critical thinking exam at 6.30p.m @.@ this is insanity!!!


For the past week, I have been going to Uni with Sevin, Justin and ah XIang(plus spending time with the group, chooimun, bin bin, and beeBee). I had spent most of my time with them now. We even had food poisoning together!! =.=' (cheesy wedges..aw..)I feel really lucky to have friends like them(also friends like Sakai and the gang). Besides, Sevin also likes songs like I do! This is really pleasing as I can share with him the songs which I love, and I can get more different unique songs from him, as we also agree on most things. ^^ he can just help to describe what I want in a sentence while I am trying so hard to say what I want to. >.< pretty cool huh.
Plus, Ah Xiang has been too kind to me already(I really feel that I need to be left alone). Maybe I should go to UNi by bicycle again.
@.@ I am really feeling cramped up in Uni now. >.< (plus, I am curing from an 'ant(D) bite' which Angelyn stated, after knowing much truth..)
Besides, this is a public blog, so this is all I can post for now as I am one of those who love to read into other people's life(curiosity) <3 HAHA!


P.S. I do not like it when my Math tutorial lecturer purposely left the class during a quiz=.=' honestly, i feel that it is quiet unfair. >.< okie..It did helped the weaker ones, but still, it is not right to do that. I mean like okie, tips before papers are fine, at least everyone gets them, but this is like, kind of unfair to those who studies really hard for the paper as those who did not put in much effort can get much marks also. ah.. Nothing is fair though. As long as I do not do such things, then it is fine. ^^V



Well, I should just go with the flow, exactly!

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Happy, Tired, Numb.

I am just back from the clinic. After my fall last week, the wound still hurts a lot, plus there is ''nanah'' water coming out. In the end, I think it would be better for me to go to see a doctor. True enough, the doctor gave me an injection(like my mum asked me to go for). Plus, some medication.
Besides, he said that I can just eat anything(including egg!!!^^) !!! =.='


I really want to thank my new buddies for being really helpful. >.< So, thanks to ChooiMun, Sevin Kit, Justin, Ah Xiang, Emoon, FengBIn, Bee, and Sakai(and gang). You guys are really caring<3

AH.. Plus, I am really feeling tense now.! Mid-term is starting from next week, plus all sorts of tests. I still have assignments to do.. OMG!! >.< I have a quiz this Thursday. Haiz. Time is really limited now.
It is already the 5th week that I am here. I have met all sorts of people. Besides, I really feel good and bad at times... Why do I have to feel so guilty... >.< I really do not know how I am suppose to act as a person to satisfy everyone. I need someone to talk to......to share my true thinking and feelings.. >.< I used to have JF last time, now I am still alone here..Still, I prefer to be alone here in this room. Slowly getting used to it.




Feeling blur, I think I need to sleep early tonight. It should be the effects of the medication. >.< M not going to attend lectures tomorrow. TOo tired.and I need to do self revision already. >.< I am really left out!! Ish.

Friday, June 25, 2010

home sweet home

yesh!! I am back to BW for 2days. It was really funny just now. Daniel and I went to the bus station together. My bus was also going to Alor Setar. However, we sat different buses. In the end(after 2hours), both our buses still met while going through toll Juru!!! LOL!!! It was so funny as I saw Daniel waving to me from the other bus. HAha. So, I am not traveling alone. <3

After that, my mum was waiting for me in the bus station in BW. We sat Rapid back to Pmtg Pauh, and walked home. <3 nice!!
I ate lots of durian just now. ^^ I miss everything here now...>.<

Ah.. It's so late at night now. Soon, I will have to go back to Kampar again.
At last, I am slowly recovering from my previous two bicycle falls.
When I go back to Kampar this time, I have to get more things like electric kettle.. Most of my things will be passed over to Winnie. ^^ thx o..


P.S. I am slowly finding myself now. >.< glad that I have new friends to support me also. <3 Love u all! I miss you all. . .

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

again and again

AGAIN!! I fell down from my bicycle(on the way to uni, I wanted to tell Emoon something, and didn't see the pavement!) and hurt the same spot on my knee!! Now, the wound is larger and it feels more painful. I already managed to ride my bicycle to Uni today. IN the end, I fell down AGAIN and injured d. T.T

T.T I almost cried after that. NOt because of the pain but because I felt so down. THx to Sakai who stayed back and helped me to treat my wound. In the end, we missed our lecture(but people helped us sign). She fetched me home using her bicycle, and halfway, Nicholas came to drive me home. Then Sakai went home with me to see my condition.

After that, Ryet Shien came to see my room. She seems to like it a lot, so most probably she will move in. ^^


AH... I must be more careful in the future d!!



12.51a.m(24June).
I am just back from the lakeside. Went there with Emoon, Sevin, Ah Siang and Justin.
LOl.. had a great time talking and making jokes. Really nice.. Plus, I will be joining them also, with lots of others to go Vegas for dinner 2mr night.
Btw, we will be going to the food festival in UNi also!! WHOA! Cool. ^^V

In addition, I just realised that just now when I skipped my lecture, actually 3 people(or more, mayb), helped me to sign my name!!! LOL!!=.=' LOL.. okiee..speechless . HAHhaha. Thx for being soooooOOO helpful ah... really funny when I got the news.


Firstly a new friend, Aaron called and say he help me sign d. THen when I met Sakai at lakeside, she said, Toufu help me sign d. I was like what??! Then she said, yea, there were two signs, then they had to liquid the one signed at the wrong place. Then when I went to meet Sevin they all, they said that Chooi Mun sign for me d!!!!! @.@ I was like what happened!!! hahaa! So many people sign =.='

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Lonely day

ah.. TOday is a really confusing day for me.. I asked for JF's advice, and she asked me to join with Chooi Mun gang more. Hem. OKie loh.. haha. I can siao siao with them d. woowwawawhawhwa! @.@ I am very happy that there are many ppl who are willing to be friends with me.


Plus, I had a new friend today in my group. TOday is her 1st day in UTAR. Surprisingly, she had thoughts of moving to my room to replace JF. I am very afraid that she will not like me for being such a PIGG!! T.T BUt it's not confirmed yet.


I can still feel the emptiness without JF here. It's really hard to adapt here, nobody calling me 'names'. It's so fast. Just morning, she was the one who shut my alarm and woke me up. Last night, we just had superb fun by the lakeside. NOw, the room I am in, has nothing to remind me of her existance. >.< I can't believe that she will not come back here anymore.

T.T I really will miss her. I am also nervous to get a new mate. >.<
why.. TIme flies.